I spent 8 days back up north in Washington (Tyne and Wear not USA) it was nice being home though once again i didn’t really see any of my old mates, Weather preventing and money preventing. Its gotten old now. I love the snow but it causes so many problems on the roads and stuff.
You know what else has gotten old, arguing. I am bored of it. That and being treat like i am 12 all over again, rules and stuff, i am 21, i am a student and i enjoy the freedoms that i comes with, the being able to work when i want, not having to ask permission to be online, or to have the internet on so i can do some uni work. It is just too much farse.
Christmas was good though, good presents, got what i wanted AND a Harry Potter calender, yep, i am a Potterhead and bloody proud of it and now i own Seasons 1-6 of CSI New York on Dvd! I couldn’t be happier than i am right now. Though the feeling of invisibilty has started to creep up on me once again, feeling alone and insecure, it gets worse around christmas when you see all these couples and everything and if you are single you are made to feel like a right loser especially at christmas and well thats just not fair is it? I don’t know what it is but Christmas brings te best and the worst out in people.
Looking forward to 2011 i hope that things are better, graduating with a good degree, getting a place on a PGCE course and maybe, just maybe this year i will find love. Though its been 2 years, i probably shouldn’t hold my breath should i… Love doesn’t come easily and it will always break your heart.
For those who do not know i am a Student in my final year at university where i do a course called Language Studies (I.e i study French and Spanish)
Today i decided to get a jump start on my dissertation, (its sort of like an epic long essay of mind numbing proportions… 10,000 words… in french) and well i am stuck and all i have written is the title and “Introduction” i have no idea where to start..
Hopefully i shall get more followers and start to upload more and more interesting things, though most of it will probably be ravings about university, talk about Harry Potter or Kung fu… or work… as this is all i ever seem to do